Everything is about our feelings, about what once existed between us, about ourselves completely. All are between you and me. Among us.
When I find it hard to close my eyes, when the night was so late, even late in the morning, I found it difficult to sleep and could not sleep, my eyes would not shut, I felt there was something that kept spinning in my mind about something that just occurred to me .. I wish one day I found the answer, whether I would still feel that I could not escape the feeling that I have now, or I should remove it with objectives and common interest? I'll keep looking for what is happening with my feeling is, whether limited or feel it is really present, filling and fulfilling day of my life, until I could no longer resist, though I will never be able to have it because it would gradually There are more than me to have it. Desire to express this turmoil has my heart stand it because I still want to try, but I should be aware that this is not good to enforce and would create something that is not good if there is no willingness and desire to be with ... I have learned that love is not merely to have a physical, not just want to be next to each person at any time, not merely present in reality, not because he wanted to wanted to be together all the time. To love is to give, understand, appreciate, accept, and volunteered with the real situation, it is, and never requires more than ability. To love means to support each other, if the two have different desires, but must seek what is of concern and obtain what is best. To love is sincerity heart, willing to overcome the ego and the will itself, defeat arrogance and envy. To love is to sacrifice themselves for the sake of the true value. To love is to love, no longer in physical form, but in the whole self out, embrace, providing comfort, peace, radiating love to everyone. To love is not to yourself. To love is being together, build relationships that reach beyond the area of each personality, based on mutual desire, that we need love. Loving is not just keeping time, love is not separated by time, love not because of distance, not because of differences, not because something can not be found within each person, not because they want to make one, loved the whole.
At every opportunity I kept trying to be as desired, but when the opportunity was there, I always find a failure because the things that do not agree with me. Is it a serious obstacle to me beat? But why when I want to try again, always there is no chance? Everything went by so fast, like he does not care what ever kept, let it be in vain. And even, it was considered futile, because there is a fear that this would not be real, it's just a toy, this is only an illusion, a virtual world. I realized, what would happen if I was just expecting this to happen, but no response on the other? And I know it's not easy, because there are still many things that should be the reason so that we can make it happen. However, no better if I continue to push the relationship was not supposed to have. I'm not supposed to require understanding of you, because you are your own self, with all the freedom you can make a choice. Out there because there are many more interesting choices, perfect, and in accordance with your wishes. And now it's time for me to let go, so all went according to expectations, giving understanding, to understand, so there is no hatred, no anger. I had to learn to love you from this side, the side that not everyone can understand. I'll love you with my own way, not as mine, but as a person who should be respected, guard, and I understand. Because you are so special.
Not easy to make perfect, beautiful and happy, but I must try how it should be. There is no reason for me to reject that decision, that I will slowly let go and forget all the feelings that ever existed, which is always awake, so be happy, so no word to hate, so all happy. I believe that someday, you'll find that you're looking for authenticity, and he will fulfill all your life. I'm sure it will go well, beautiful, and fun for us and all those who noticed. Maybe I should say that you deserve it, and you'll be happy ... and now I'll start something new, maybe a little to improve what is already begun, in my life. Later, we will meet, and I hope all will smile, laugh, share. You are never found happiness, and you are my strength for to survive and you have given me confidence to be able to love with the truth. Thank you, and be happy .... :-)
Thank you for the opportunity you've given, the ever present, ever had.
I had you know, pasqual.
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